Writer's Block: Teenage dream
Apr. 7th, 2011 08:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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It would depend upon whether the asker meant first love or first crush.
For first love, it would be easy: "Hi, Andy, let me help you with some of those things you're carrying."
First crush would be more bittersweet, since he died last year. I think the first thing I would do would be to hug him. And while they might not be the first words to pop out of my mouth, at some point I would ask "How did it happen?"
It would depend upon whether the asker meant first love or first crush.
For first love, it would be easy: "Hi, Andy, let me help you with some of those things you're carrying."
First crush would be more bittersweet, since he died last year. I think the first thing I would do would be to hug him. And while they might not be the first words to pop out of my mouth, at some point I would ask "How did it happen?"
from Estelle
Date: 2011-04-10 05:16 pm (UTC)I lost one friend I met at MVCC in 1988-1989 due to suicide and I often think, "What could I have done differently? What could I have said to prevent it" ?
Since he was not honest with me about the dark feelings he had, I guess there is nothing I could have done. I say this because the sudden loss of both friends has made an impact on me.
I am not saying there is a relation to the way they left, just that I wish I could have done something more. I know I can not control everything or everyone,but at times I wish I could control who we loose and how.